I tremble...
While listening to the rhythmic pounding of being alive...
Heart beats screaming, yearning for an answer to unbearable loneliness...
A craving body, eagerly responding to subtle memories...
Awakened to a sense of pure bliss...
Followed by immediate envy of a beautiful mirage...
I reprimand myself for lounging pitifully in my bleak room of solace...
I find myself pondering our secret world together...
Obscene thoughts writhe about in ecstasy on the darkest, desolate corners of my mind...
It's just a few months, and I know how patiently you are waiting...
Helplessness tenderly caresses my body in a loving embrace...
What
In my head,
I am always welcome.
I hate to be alone.
I am always surrounded.
Who's there?
I am always known.
Oh, it's just you.
I am always justified.
Don't worry, I'll keep you safe.
I am always protected.
It'll be our little secret.
I am always hidden.
I won't give you away.
I am always forgiving.
What shall we do together?
I am always persuasive.
Let's go play!
I am always entertaining.
Can they play too?
I am always hesitant.
I'm so happy with you.
I am always loved.
Hey, where did you go?
I am always elusive.
What happened to my friends?
I am always concealing.
What are these scars?
I am always manipulating.